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If I ever say I love you
Do you say it back?
And mean it from the bottom of your heart
just like I do?





Hey you all.
Today is a shitday, when it comes to emotions.. I'm so tired of having to help everybody else, when they can't see I'm hurting! But, in another way, how are they supposed to see it, when I hide it so well?
I have an amazing boyfriend, and I couldn't been better with him, so why do i feel like a wreck?
Isn't it possible for me to be totally happy?! Can't I ever loose this feeling of not being good enough for people around me?
Why is it that when every time I try to do something good it just ends up with me disappointing people?! Is it just me, or do any one else feel this way?!
I'm tired of being strong for every body else! I need to be strong for myself, but I can't manage it. I just mess up time after time after time!
I really think it's time for me to just start all over, somewhere else! Somewhere no one knows me, somewhere no one who knows me can find me!

I HATE being alone!