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If I ever say I love you
Do you say it back?
And mean it from the bottom of your heart
just like I do?





Hey you all.
Today is a shitday, when it comes to emotions.. I'm so tired of having to help everybody else, when they can't see I'm hurting! But, in another way, how are they supposed to see it, when I hide it so well?
I have an amazing boyfriend, and I couldn't been better with him, so why do i feel like a wreck?
Isn't it possible for me to be totally happy?! Can't I ever loose this feeling of not being good enough for people around me?
Why is it that when every time I try to do something good it just ends up with me disappointing people?! Is it just me, or do any one else feel this way?!
I'm tired of being strong for every body else! I need to be strong for myself, but I can't manage it. I just mess up time after time after time!
I really think it's time for me to just start all over, somewhere else! Somewhere no one knows me, somewhere no one who knows me can find me!

I HATE being alone!

Wee ^^

Weell, now i'm 17. Can't tell any big differens yet, but it's ok! Someone told me yesterday (on my birthday) that I should enjoy while I can, and I entend to do just that! So I'm havin' fun with my friends and I spend a lot of time with my dear one <3 He is totally amazing! I haven't felt this way in almost three years now.. And my closest ones, you know what happend then! Well, not a memory I wan't to think 'bout now!

You came like an angel (L)
I Love You, my monkey ^^

Believe me theres a story behind that nickname ;D He calls me Littl'frog ^^ Wee :D
Like it ^^ But ONLY because it's HIS name on me! No one else can call me that, only my boy <3

Weell, tonight i have just celebratet and had alot of fun! Been drinkin' with my closest friends, and just goofy'n 'round ^^
Thanks everybody, for makin' yesterday so extremely good!
(you know who you are, friends ;*)

But, now I have to catch some sleep! See yah ;D

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The days are a blure
the weeks fades away
Soon the only thing left will be a weak memory
But is it enouagh?
I feel like I cant reach you
Is it so terriable, I want you?

You told me you want me to
But why don't you take the time to see me?
To look at stars with me
To just lay down and relax
Now everything I see are memories of you and me
holdin hands and building our nest
Is it over?

I really don't hope so..

01:11

I'm starting to get pretty damn tired of all of this now! Why can't everyone just stop for two seconds and look around them, maybe they would notice everything isn't perfect for everyone?!

10:12

Hello..

OMG this could not be more boring! Sitting here with one of the worlds most discusting people and gathering money from people ho worked yesterday -.-' I could have made it without here, thank you!
I can't believe it, it's only two weeks left my audition, it's not real! But, finally it's my turn, and I WILL make it :D
Looking really, really forward to it!

Comments? ^^

21:40

Hey everyone (or mabye not so many bacause I have NO idea about how many that reads my blog)
Tommy is here :) He came after work today! DAMN (!!) there was a LOT to do at work today! The lines were meters long.. but that means no time to get board, so it's okay :)

But now I'm going to watch some One Tree Hill :D
If any of you have any tips on where i can download One Tree Hill for FREE, tell ME! I'm addicted <3 I only have season 1 - 4 on my computer soo x) Not enouagh!

BUT, blogg you l8r :)
Bye :*

24.10.08 09:35

Hey and good morning, folks :)
Today we have Norwegian for the first two hours of the day, with the best teacher ever! She is so extremely funny and she really knows how to make the hours exciting :)

L8r today I am going home for a night just to see the family :D Haven't been home for like FOUR weeks! :O Thats a long time.. But HEY when you live by yourself, baby ;) Hehe :) I don't mind! Still, it's going to be good to be home one evening!

Work tomorrow though -.-' So I have to take the bus half past 8 in the morning tomorrow! So I manage to get to work at noon.. Jeij me x)

Have a great day everybody! :D Blogg you l8r :)